Hi all beautiful souls!
I’m so so sorry for being very MIA lately on both my Instagram and blog, if anyone reads this I want to say THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart for being so patient with me and thank you for still visiting my blog after this long time without any new posts. Means the world to me. For reals.
I feel like I have to explain why I have been such a douche and not been posting anything since February… and even this winter was really bad blog wise. Ugh I’m the worst haha. This spring (basically since last summer actually) has just been a very very challenging and dark time for me personally, maybe the most challenging period in my life actually and I have felt broken, confused, sad and angry about a lot of things.
This is so not me at all cause I’m naturally a really really positive, happy, always laughing and bubbly girl who always see the good in every situation but even I have my limits and that’s okay. There has just been so much negative energy around me which has been very draining for me. So I felt like I needed a break from everything in order to not loose it completely and just take a step back and just breathe and just let things be for a while. If I hadn’t done that I think I would have lost myself completely and probably done a “Britney 2007” lol. I’m really glad I didn’t cause I would look crazy as a bold person haha. Trust me, you should see me in a swim cap.
I’m not telling you all this because I want your pity and this is not me playing the victim or anything I just wanna share my thoughts and be open with you why I have let you guys down (and myself) without getting into all the details. But now I’m ready to get back into the saddle stronger and wiser than ever and never step down. I’m ready to run my world and never look back. I’m a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and that no matter how hard things can be from time to time you will get through it if you are just patient with yourself enough. In the end it will only make you stronger. Everyone will go through difficult times in life and that’s part of life and it doesn’t matter how many times you fall, what’s important is that you get right back up and don’t give up no matter how many times you have to fall. Fall seven times, stand up eight. Right?!
What I’ve learned is that people can’t change no matter how much you try and want them to change. You can’t want to change a person more than he or she want to change him-/herself, end of story. Sad but true. I learned it the hard way and I think it was necessary for me to realize and letting go.
I saw someone I follow on Instagram post this quote last week that really resonated with me: “If you are going though it just know, it’s called going THROUGH it. You’re not gonna get stuck there, you’re not gonna die, you’re gonna SURVIVE.” How powerful and wise aren’t those words? Love it!!!
I’m gonna end this blog post right here and I’ll see you guys in the next blog post! Tell me what you want me to blog about, I read all the comments so please let me know what you wanna see here on the blog in the future! I’m thinking lots of yummy vegan plant based food, recipes, workouts, health inspiration, food hauls and LOTS of positive vibezzzzz :)
All the best. Love you guys!